Thursday, June 22, 2006
school reopen is just another start of nightmares....
my daily schedule is just damm....PACKED....almost everyday i have meeting....but luckily this coming 1 and half week, i will free from my poly forum...all else, UT + meeting+ meeting!!! Not only my pimples will pop out more, i think my weight will drop together OR oppsite??INCREASE??
I find myself craving for CHOCOLATES almost everyday after my class ends.....
pls, give suggestion, what else can I do to stop this strong desire??!!!
my result for UT just drop tremdously, grades is simply just sooo bad... pointless, if i'm getting any A's for daily grades, if i get such a bad grade for my UT!!!
haiz...I don't want to repeat my module!!!I can't afford to fail again....
Sometimes, keep asking myself this question whenever i'm going to be in my dreams?, why am i finding myself soo many activites to fill up my schedule??
- Am i trying to aviod myself from some matters?
-Am i trying to achieve something which i have thinking of?
-or i'm just trying to fill my free time slot?, etc...
erm...after soo many meetings, talks, etc...
I think I roughly get myself a answer...yes...i have been wasting my time these past few years...
I just want to someone who left no regrets in her most exciting 20's....^ not memories that will bring me to regrets or tears in 10 or 20 years time....
even recalling, I will/cAN use SMILE to recall....
Friends, thanks' for your concern...You know who you are?....I'm really fine...But is just that, i'm just too busy...too many stuffs to handle...soo sometimes maybe will think/recall noseneses and the past unnecessarily...
I'm recovering le....no worries~...I'll be fine k...
I know you gals will always be there for me right, and prepare to listen my noseneses?wahahah....
i really happy that i have many good listeners beside me....
In the past, i though there's no one besides me...nonono....I"M WRONG!!!
And i thought I have found one....I'm wrong...terribly wrong...
this person is just creating a chaos in my life....
And now in RP, you know who you are....You gals' are simply great!!
Most importantly, The real trustworthy listener had been beside me for soo many years...yet I didn't realise...
This special person is always willing to be my rubbish collecter(hehe...), my serects will be confirm be safe and secure in her heart...
Although she's not the only want that I can turn to, but she is always the 1st one to appear across my mind, whenever I need someone lend me their shoulders/ears...
I just have billons & trillons of thank you to her...
Thank you , ah hui....
In secondary school days.......
WE look sooo OO PI....
whaha....
my daily schedule is just damm....PACKED....almost everyday i have meeting....but luckily this coming 1 and half week, i will free from my poly forum...all else, UT + meeting+ meeting!!! Not only my pimples will pop out more, i think my weight will drop together OR oppsite??INCREASE??
I find myself craving for CHOCOLATES almost everyday after my class ends.....
pls, give suggestion, what else can I do to stop this strong desire??!!!
my result for UT just drop tremdously, grades is simply just sooo bad... pointless, if i'm getting any A's for daily grades, if i get such a bad grade for my UT!!!
haiz...I don't want to repeat my module!!!I can't afford to fail again....
Sometimes, keep asking myself this question whenever i'm going to be in my dreams?, why am i finding myself soo many activites to fill up my schedule??
- Am i trying to aviod myself from some matters?
-Am i trying to achieve something which i have thinking of?
-or i'm just trying to fill my free time slot?, etc...
erm...after soo many meetings, talks, etc...
I think I roughly get myself a answer...yes...i have been wasting my time these past few years...
I just want to someone who left no regrets in her most exciting 20's....^ not memories that will bring me to regrets or tears in 10 or 20 years time....
even recalling, I will/cAN use SMILE to recall....
Friends, thanks' for your concern...You know who you are?....I'm really fine...But is just that, i'm just too busy...too many stuffs to handle...soo sometimes maybe will think/recall noseneses and the past unnecessarily...
I'm recovering le....no worries~...I'll be fine k...
I know you gals will always be there for me right, and prepare to listen my noseneses?wahahah....
i really happy that i have many good listeners beside me....
In the past, i though there's no one besides me...nonono....I"M WRONG!!!
And i thought I have found one....I'm wrong...terribly wrong...
this person is just creating a chaos in my life....
And now in RP, you know who you are....You gals' are simply great!!
Most importantly, The real trustworthy listener had been beside me for soo many years...yet I didn't realise...
This special person is always willing to be my rubbish collecter(hehe...), my serects will be confirm be safe and secure in her heart...
Although she's not the only want that I can turn to, but she is always the 1st one to appear across my mind, whenever I need someone lend me their shoulders/ears...
I just have billons & trillons of thank you to her...
Thank you , ah hui....
In secondary school days.......
WE look sooo OO PI....
whaha....
i want you back at 7:53 AM
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy
0 on-lookers thought having you back was easy